Saturday, 11 July 2009

The war begins.

This blog is entitled the War against Humanity, for many reasons, but the first and most recent I will touch upon now.

Basically people drive me mad, I feel that more and more recently that I'm doing all the giving in my friendships and not enough taking because people aren't giving me the option to or because I'm too stubborn to accept help they know is beyond my grasp.

I spent a couple of hours last night sat with my little sister playing computer games and drinking, it just dawned on me that there are a couple of friends in my life whom I really do need to talk to sometimes and I accept that bastard acts of fate and just other interferences stop things, but I just don't understand the stupidity of people who talk to me, mainly for my help, but then ignore me any other time (I'm not aiming this at all my friends, just some.)

For those who know me well, I'm a bit unsociable, I compensate for my lack of tolerance of people with a gift of great insight into a situation any situation or focus on human nature, it scares some people, it fascinates others, it's because of this that I've swiped at the remnants of confidence I have and made friends. I don't have many true friends, and until I can clarify that my close friends want their names put all over my blog then I'll keep them anonymous, but these friends are the ones I divulge my innermost self to, and yet somehow I feel worse afterwards even by no fault of their own which makes me angry towards other people who just see me at surface level as rage fuelled human.

That's a bit of why I'm initiating this war - because I refuse to be a socialite.

-Chris

A brief introduction to the twat writing this.

Ok, my name is Chris, I'm 17 and it doesn't really matter where I live, I'm easily annoyed and easily angered but don't lose my temper all that often when I do thats when people usually go running scared, I don't think you lot really care what I look like, but I rarely care what others think - Tall, brown hair, brown eyes with a bringer (brown + ginger) beard/moustache.

That's about all for me really.

Happy Reading

-Chris